What Am I To You?

what am I to you?

do you even like me?
are we even friends?
or am I just another classmate you don't wish to see again?

what are you really thinking?
what do you really feel?
are you here to make friends or do you have a shield?

am I just another person?
am I just another thing?
or am I just a nobody?
oh, why are you so mean?

do you even trust me?
and if you don't, will you?
to think that we'll be close friends,
oh, who am I lying to?

are you telling me the truth?
or is this all just fake?
I can't take this anymore, start giving, don't just take.

they say we have to be fake
to survive in our world today.
so once you're done with me,
tell me, will you just toss me away?

I don't think you get it.
I really don't think you do.
we don't feel the same about each other.
tell me I'm wrong, will you?

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Visiting The Singapore Art Museum

I believe that I've mentioned (in this post) that my friend and I went to several places on our last day of finals, so here is the last outfit for that day.

I Have No Body

HAHAHAH GET IT GET IT?? Bc it's a skull, so it has no body!!!

(omg I need help)

Anyway, I've mentioned in my previous post that my friend and I went to several places to take photos after our last paper for finals. And by several, I meant 3 hahahhaa.

Anyway, here's the next location, and my next outfit hehe

When Brandy Melville Ain't Here Yet

I believe that was the last day of my finals whew hehe!!!

My friend and I headed over to Haji Lane to snap a few photos and guess what?

EVERY OTHER BASIC BITCH IN SG WAS THERE

Hahaha no I'm kidding, I don't what to insult others, but there were a few other teens who were also there to snap photos and it was very weird lol.

It feels really weird when everyone's motive of being at a particular place is the same, doesn't it?

Tennis Court Aesthetics

Ok, ok, so I realise you can't actually see the pieces I'm wearing in this photo hahaha omg.

Is it me, or are tennis courts aesthetics af?? There's just something about tennis courts and I can't quite put my finger to it.

Is it the nets; is it the lines; is it the green and red ground?

Well, idk, but it's aesthetics af.

All Black

I've started out this blog, wanting to be a fashion and lifestyle blogger (I don't think I'm fit to be called a blogger lel). However, I've only done the latter hahaha oops.

I guess maybe it's due to the fact that I was in secondary school when I started out. And if you don't know, students are required to wear school uniforms in primary schools, secondary schools, and in junior colleges here in Singapore.

And now that I'm in a polytechnic, I can finally freely express myself through what I wear hehe yay ☺︎

The Color Run Singapore 2k16

WHEWWW!!

I'm FINALLY back from my hiatus!!!!

Okay so my first semester in TP didn't go as smoothly as I had hoped, but it's the holidays now so yay hehe ☺︎

My first week of break has been quite fruitful-ish... haha idk la wtv. 

Anyway, I'll be doing up a blogpost on my experience at The Color Run. 

(ok, that just sounded very formal and weird..)

UPDATE

Hi all!! I'm finally back after being MIA for a month.

A lot has happened so I thought I'd just give you all an update on my life bc I know y'all are concerned about me 

(lol who am I kidding)

My Last Trip to USS

SIKE!!! (is this how you spell it tho... is it sike / syke / psych???)

HAH there is no way that'd be the last trip I'd have to USS.

However, it was my last trip... with the season pass I had.

Artsy Fartsy Day

Hi, all!
So my friend and I went out 2 weeks ago (I think), and guess where we went...

We went to the ArtScience Museum!!!!!!!!!!!

Whew, it was a lot of fun.

This isn't going to be a rambly post with a shit ton of words, it's just gna be photos so here goes ☺︎

Explore Singapore

Hi guys!

So my friends and I went out again last week! We weren't really exploring Singapore tho hhahaa. Misleading title lmao.

Anyway, I had the henna feel and really wanted to get one. My friends wanted to get henna too so we went to Little India!! 

Being a tourist in your own country

Hi, all!! I'm back!!

Omg I haven't updated this space in such a long time hahaha.

I'm not gna blame it on school bc school has been fine so far. It honestly is my fault for not setting time aside for this blog. Whenever I have time to spare, I would always end up spending it watching videos on Youtube. 

Anywayyy...

When your best just isn't enough

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So this post has been sitting in my drafts for weeks now bc I wasn't sure if I should post this... I've contemplated on posting this for weeks on end, and I guess this is it hahaha.

TP Orientation ♡

Hi guys, I'm back!!

I had the MOST amazing time during the orientation. I honestly didn't think it'd be that easy to find friends who are like me, but I'm very blessed to have found really nice and thoughtful friends ☺︎

The orientation only lasted for 2 days, which made me upset about it in the beginning. However, I am so so thankful that the orientation only lasted for 2 days bc I would be damn sian if it lasted any longer hahaha ☺︎

April Fool's Adventures

Hey guys!

So here I am again with another blog post that I've procrastinated writing. I've procrastinated writing this not because this was a sensitive topic, but because I'm lazy af hahahaha. This happened over a week ago, and here I am only posting this now.

March snippets

It's already the beginning of April omg!!!!!!!

Time really flies, for me at least. I honestly haven't been doing much since I'm going to poly. It actually is great waking up every morning (or afternoon hahaha) with no goals, and not having to worry about anything at all (I am not joking, I am not being sarcastic right now, like legit, this is serious). Life has just been really carefree and I'm loving it. I'm such a sloth wow.

Blessed 17th

No, today isn't my birthday. My birthday was weeeks ago, ok maybe not that long hahaha. I turned 17 on 13 March, but I didn't do much on my actual birthday. It was the days before my birthday that I'm going to be talking bout here☺︎

Real Food was real good

Hello from the other side

I must've called a thousand times

To tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done

Ok, but in all seriousness, though, hi guys!!

I haven't blogged in a month again...

Anyway, I went out for a lunch date with my friend and we sort of café hopped?

We went to Real Food at Clarke Quay, and let me just tell you,

THE FOOD WAS REALLY GOOD!

(Real Food was real good hahahaha)

Worries

Hi guys!! I’m back!!

It’s the Lunar New Year now, so happy cny to y'all! You Singaporeans reading this might be confused as to why I’m having any worries. I don’t think I’ve mentioned this information anywhere, but I am going to a polytechnic to further my studies after secondary school. It’s already February and school starts in April, which means that school is starting soon. And this is why I have worries.

I am worried about making new friends;

I am worried about not doing well;

I am worried about the environment.

I am basically worrying about everything there is to poly life.

2016 Bucket List

New year, new goals, right? Hahaha no one ever says that. Never really had a bucket list, so I thought I’d have one this year! So, here is the list of things I thought I’d do in 2016.

Thoughts on National Examinations

DISCLAIMER: These are just my thoughts and opinions. I would like to sincerely apologize to whomever I would offend, my intention is not to offend or insult anyone. I would just like to share my views. ☺︎

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For those of you who have been reading my blog would know that I’ve taken my “O” Levels just last year. And some of you might know that the results had just been released less than a week ago. So, in light of the national examination I had taken and just received my results to, here are my thoughts on national examinations.