tired
of
people lying;
tired
of
people not saying
what they
mean;
tired
of
people who deny
what they've
done.
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Sunday, 10 December 2017
i'm tired
i'm so tired;
tired
of
people lying;
tired
of
people not saying
what they
mean;
tired
of
people who deny
what they've
done.
tired
of
people lying;
tired
of
people not saying
what they
mean;
tired
of
people who deny
what they've
done.
Friday, 3 November 2017
Saturday, 30 September 2017
i'm sorry
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry u had to meet me when i was young.
i'm sorry u had to meet me when i had little experience.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry i wasn't mature enough to say the right things.
i'm sorry i wasn't mature enough to do the right things.
words cannot be unsaid;
actions cannot be undone.
i know i had hurt you, but i hope you'll forgive me.
maybe we'll meet again someday.
someday when i've gained exposure and learnt my lessons;
someday when i'll have the chance to treat u right.
v
i'm sorry u had to meet me when i was young.
i'm sorry u had to meet me when i had little experience.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry i wasn't mature enough to say the right things.
i'm sorry i wasn't mature enough to do the right things.
words cannot be unsaid;
actions cannot be undone.
i know i had hurt you, but i hope you'll forgive me.
maybe we'll meet again someday.
someday when i've gained exposure and learnt my lessons;
someday when i'll have the chance to treat u right.
v
Sunday, 20 August 2017
i'm trying.
maybe the universe know we won't be a good fit. and that's okay.
the wrong people are here to teach us lessons, mistakes to never make again;
they were in our lives to make sure we know how to treat the right people;
and they've left our lives to make room for the right ones.
the nice people always meet horribles ones until they've had enough, and figure out that being mean is what's best for them because they no longer want to get hurt;
the nice people build walls that are oh so hard to tear down;
the nice people have fronts and facades so they don't show what they're truly feeling.
because in this society we live in today, the nice people are the ones being taken advantage of.
i understand where you're coming from, but
we've got to learn to let go;
we've got to learn to live our own lives without worrying about others;
we've got to love ourselves.
because we are the only ones who won't wake up one day and decide we're not worth it;
we are the only ones who won't wake up one day and decide to not give a fuck;
we are the only ones who won't wake up one day and decide to give up on ourselves.
-
maybe one day i'll finally learn to love myself. but as of now,
i'm nothing.
i'm not good enough.
and i never will be.
v
the wrong people are here to teach us lessons, mistakes to never make again;
they were in our lives to make sure we know how to treat the right people;
and they've left our lives to make room for the right ones.
the nice people always meet horribles ones until they've had enough, and figure out that being mean is what's best for them because they no longer want to get hurt;
the nice people build walls that are oh so hard to tear down;
the nice people have fronts and facades so they don't show what they're truly feeling.
because in this society we live in today, the nice people are the ones being taken advantage of.
i understand where you're coming from, but
we've got to learn to let go;
we've got to learn to live our own lives without worrying about others;
we've got to love ourselves.
because we are the only ones who won't wake up one day and decide we're not worth it;
we are the only ones who won't wake up one day and decide to not give a fuck;
we are the only ones who won't wake up one day and decide to give up on ourselves.
-
maybe one day i'll finally learn to love myself. but as of now,
i'm nothing.
i'm not good enough.
and i never will be.
v
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Friday, 10 February 2017
the healing process.
the thing is, you'll never completely heal.
you'll be okay for a whole day, a whole week, a whole year. but when you see their face or hear their name, your heart aches, and your stomach sinks. you play back all the happy memories, and you realise that you'll never have them again.
you realise that you'll never hold their hand again;
you realise that you'll never be in their embrace again.
you find yourself comparing everyone to them. and when you find similar qualities, your mind will always go back to them.
you realise that no one will ever hold a place in your heart like they do;
you realise that no one will make you as happy as they did.
laughter isn't the best medicine, and neither is time.
when you try to straighten out a crumpled piece of paper, there will be creases;
when you try to put a broken plate that you've smashed on the floor back together, there will be cracks.
because the thing is, you'll never completely heal.
you'll be okay for a whole day, a whole week, a whole year. but when you see their face or hear their name, your heart aches, and your stomach sinks. you play back all the happy memories, and you realise that you'll never have them again.
you realise that you'll never hold their hand again;
you realise that you'll never be in their embrace again.
you find yourself comparing everyone to them. and when you find similar qualities, your mind will always go back to them.
you realise that no one will ever hold a place in your heart like they do;
you realise that no one will make you as happy as they did.
laughter isn't the best medicine, and neither is time.
when you try to straighten out a crumpled piece of paper, there will be creases;
when you try to put a broken plate that you've smashed on the floor back together, there will be cracks.
because the thing is, you'll never completely heal.
Saturday, 14 January 2017
simple cravings.
craving for your touch,
your skin,
your warm body on mine.
;
craving for your hugs,
your big hand
when our fingers intertwine.
;
craving for your lips,
your dreamy eyes,
your presence, it shines.
;
I'm craving for you,
but the sad truth is
you'll never be mine.
your skin,
your warm body on mine.
;
craving for your hugs,
your big hand
when our fingers intertwine.
;
craving for your lips,
your dreamy eyes,
your presence, it shines.
;
I'm craving for you,
but the sad truth is
you'll never be mine.
Tuesday, 4 October 2016
What Am I To You?
what am I to
you?
do you even like me?
are we even friends?
or am I just another classmate you don't wish to see again?
what are you really thinking?
what do you really feel?
are you here to make friends or do you have a shield?
am I just another person?
am I just another thing?
or am I just a nobody?
oh, why are you so mean?
do you even trust me?
and if you don't, will you?
to think that we'll be close friends,
oh, who am I lying to?
are you telling me the truth?
or is this all just fake?
I can't take this anymore, start giving, don't just take.
they say we have to be fake
to survive in our world today.
so once you're done with me,
tell me, will you just toss me away?
I don't think you get it.
I really don't think you do.
we don't feel the same about each other.
tell me I'm wrong, will you?
do you even like me?
are we even friends?
or am I just another classmate you don't wish to see again?
what are you really thinking?
what do you really feel?
are you here to make friends or do you have a shield?
am I just another person?
am I just another thing?
or am I just a nobody?
oh, why are you so mean?
do you even trust me?
and if you don't, will you?
to think that we'll be close friends,
oh, who am I lying to?
are you telling me the truth?
or is this all just fake?
I can't take this anymore, start giving, don't just take.
they say we have to be fake
to survive in our world today.
so once you're done with me,
tell me, will you just toss me away?
I don't think you get it.
I really don't think you do.
we don't feel the same about each other.
tell me I'm wrong, will you?
Friday, 29 April 2016
When your best just isn't enough
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Wednesday, 10 February 2016
Worries
Hi guys!! I’m back!!
It’s the Lunar New Year now, so happy cny to y'all! You Singaporeans reading this might be confused as to why I’m having any worries. I don’t think I’ve mentioned this information anywhere, but I am going to a polytechnic to further my studies after secondary school. It’s already February and school starts in April, which means that school is starting soon. And this is why I have worries.
I am worried about making new friends;
I am worried about not doing well;
I am worried about the environment.
I am basically worrying about everything there is to poly life.
Saturday, 16 January 2016
Thoughts on National Examinations
DISCLAIMER: These are just my thoughts and opinions. I would like to sincerely apologize to whomever I would offend, my intention is not to offend or insult anyone. I would just like to share my views. ☺︎
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For those of you who have been reading my blog would know that I’ve taken my “O” Levels just last year. And some of you might know that the results had just been released less than a week ago. So, in light of the national examination I had taken and just received my results to, here are my thoughts on national examinations.
Thursday, 31 December 2015
My Final Words
We’ve already come to the last day of 2015 and time had seemingly passed by so quickly. 2015 had been okay, it definitely wasn’t that great of a year. 2015 was the year I had taken my ‘O’ Level Examinations; 2015 was the year filled with stress.
Friday, 30 October 2015
2 weeks, 2 hours, 2 papers
2 weeks of O Levels have passed and I have 2 weeks, 2 hours, and 2 more papers until this hell ends (and hence the title hahaha)!! I remember how I was so, so terrified as O’s were nearing because I wasn’t ready to conquer it at all, and I broke down quite often because I didn’t want to do badly for O’s.
Wednesday, 22 April 2015
Originality
Hellooo!
I've been away for quite some time. And I thought I'd just talk about..
// Drum roll please //
Yes, originality.
I think that having originality is very important.
Or rather,
" Just be yourself. Because everyone is already taken up "
- A quote by me (maybe.. idk.. I might have heard from somewhere tho)